No matter how hard, I have faith in the plan that Heavenly Father has for me and for my family. I know that being willing to do his will and be a mom is just as important as being successful in delivering and raising a beautiful child of God. We were willing and left all the rest to the Lord. I re-read one of my posts from past miscarriages and reminded myself of the peace I have felt before and the understanding I have gained.
Now, it is our job to continue to trust and have faith in a bright future. Patience, faith and hope are my survival words as I mourn this loss and continue to strive to keep going. I am thankful for all of my blessings, even this tiny and so unexpected tragedy.
President Monson's words from last General Conference give me comfort and courage:
"When the pathway of life takes a cruel turn . . . At times there appears to be no light at the end of the tunnel, no sunrise to end the night’s darkness. . .A fundamental question remains to be answered by each of us: Shall I falter, or shall I finish?. . ."
I intend to finish!!