Wow. Postpartum psychosis is real and can be so scary. I spent several days in the hospital and now continue to work toward recovery at home. I am thankful that in my psychosis, I never wanted to harm myself or my beautiful starflower or anyone else. Studying about the condition has enlightened me to understand that fact is a huge blessing in itself.
I continue to feel scared. But I also remember that no matter what I suffer, all of it us worth it in order to have my beautiful baby. And my personal testimony of Heavenly Father, His Son Jesus Christ and His plan for me can keep me going through anything.
I will not give up!!